Posted on: March 26, 2013 Posted by: Felicia S. C. Gooden Comments: 0

There is something that I have been struggling with, and I have been struggling with this for a long time. How do I go about fulfilling my Divine Mission? Where do I truly start? Where do I look for the resources I need? Where will they come from? As many times as I went within to ask the questions, I came out with answers that were clearly misinterpreted. But then, I may have also been asking the wrong questions. See, in the life of a mystic – actively living in The Spirit – you have to be very specific. Whether you are asking a question or doing magickal works in order to fulfill a personal desire or purpose, you have to pretty much lay everything out in detail – you have to be very particular.
I see now that I was a bit more focused on whether things were going to happen at all than on what I needed to do to make them happen. Yes, I have the talent and skills needed to carry out my Work, but I still need various resources and opportunities. I have spent much of my time wondering how I was going to get to these opportunities – more so if they would happen at all. Now I see that my focus was on the wrong thing; I should have focused on what opportunities were going to come up, and from where should I be open to them coming from. I have spent many days and weeks reading horoscopes and interpreting my own dreams. I’ve meditated and prayed on this issue, but I simply did not see what was in front of me. What I held in my very own hands.
A few days ago, my horoscope stated that I am searching for a special resource, and I would need to calm down and not be too picky about what it was I needed, for the resource woud be something that I already I had. And lo! I happened to go searching through a resource of mine and found what it was that I was looking for. I had it all along, and refused to look at what I had for fear of being unworthy of taking full advantage of this resource. I didn’t think I was too good to put my efforts toward this way of doing things, but I thought that I was not good enough – I thought that there may not have even been an open opportunity for me. And then I saw it – I saw my window of opportunity. I saw my own reflection, and I knew that I had to seize the moment and make a move towards manifesting everything I have envisioned and hoped for.
We shall see if this gem that I found is truly the one that I am looking for. Yet, I have no doubts about the positive possibility that this is The One. How could I have incarnated on this Earth to do a specific job and not be worthy of the best resources that are available? How could I not be worthy of completing my mission with the protection, love, knowledge, and resources to be provided by a special key that I hold? Everything happens for a reason, and all things are placed in our lives to serve a purpose. My purpose is to serve – to serve Humanity and The Cosmic. I humbly go forth with my quest and fully accept and embrace my Divine Task at hand.
If you feel inspired to do something special or create something or go somewhere, follow that inspiration and make manifest! We are all worthy of everything that The Cosmic and The Earth have to offer. Let no one tell you otherwise!

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